𓃦 6/5/25

Nothing huge to add being real with y'all but I made another seperate blog page because I have a microphone now and wanna fuck around. So hey. There's that. Check it out here

𓃦 5/7/25

Wow. Goddamn it's been a hot moment for a few months haha. Well hello, I'm hoping to get back in the swing of things again. Between life, focusing on other ordeals, and overall mental health, I've been pretty absent from my site that I do love dearly. So? What's changed?

Before, not here, but before I brought up raving, wishing to finally hit some shows but I was 20 at the time, now at 21 (turned 21 in January), I was able to give it a go. Since then I've been to five(5) and next week as I'm writing this, I'll be going to a festival. Pretty pumped!! Being honest, I think so far, either as a fixation or else, raving may become a strong part of my lifestyle. It's already changed me so much since my first one, between PLURR culture to the community, it's worth it for me.

Other notes, the past few months have been a pawful for us as an identity. If anyone has known us for a short time, or me, they’d know we’re a system. Traumagen if you wish to have specifics… though it was never something I really wanted to be so open about. However, with some support and some work, we’ve been working on it. Being openly whoever fronts or learning when to mask and when not to. It may be something we will dive more into here on my site but honestly that still entirely depends. Regardless…

Other changes? I suppose I got employed. Retail work, nothing special, still debating on schooling yet. I don’t know what I want yet. So far, honestly my guide may be cybersecurity or some field in IT. However, I’m still learning music, maybe from there I’ll figure things out too, depends. I’m not really in a rush since for the moment, my goal is to get out of my house sometime. I still actively live in a pretty toxic place that ruins my progress of healing, however, I try to stay strong in hopes for a better future where I can move out. Getting a job was a pretty big step towards that! We’ll see.

𓃦 1/13/25

Wooo official first entry slapped onto this still big ass work in progress site!! Not a whole lot here yet but slowly progress is being made. I felt inspired by some friends to create myself a personal site instead of simply focussing on my alterhuman site and it feels good to slap some ideas down on a platform.

Atypical depression however has been beating my ass a lil bit so it’s sort of a bit of a battle to really do something here, however, it’s being done and we’re getting there. At the time of posting this, the blog part of the site itself is still a big work in progress, however, it’s functional in the way that works for me and that simply is what matters to me!

Site progress stuff aside, it’s a lil past 5am of updating this so of course I need to get my ass some rest here pretty quickly. However, I want to talk a little bit into the void before I do rest.

I finally finished a small indie game called Psychopomp Gold, it’s a weird ass psychological horror game but it’s so so much fun. I love the feel of it and I’m enjoying the story. I’m beginning to feel like this may be a start of a new fixation, or at least a bigger interest brewing. I find myself captivated and waiting for the next game to come out sometime! I can’t recommend it enough if you don’t mind some body horror and sort of a weirdcore horror themed game! Fandom is small as hell, stop by to say hi!! ♡

Otherwise, I’ve been finally thinking of hitting a Murder Drones AU that’s been digging at my mind a bit. Sort of a big ass what if with one thing or another. Next blog entry I may talk about it once I have more thoughts collected and organized. However, I guess the general idea of it is to explore two of my favorite characters - that being Alice and V. A what-if where Alice is much more directly involved with the other’s lives from an early time. Fun stuff!! Regardless, we’ll see where it goes.

For the moment else, there’s not a whole lot I feel the need to put on this entry, but happy to finally do so!